“You may know someone, someone you consider to be a good person, who puts up with another who makes her life miserable.” ~ Jay Carter, Nasty People: How to Stop Being Hurt by Them Without Becoming One of Them
Being A “Fixer”
I’m one of the moderators of our online divorce recovery support group and the stories are heartbreaking. Early on, the deep sadness and despair is always palpable in those initial comments and discussions. We, as women, always think we can fix things and hope dies hard.
The problem with wanting to fix things is that often this desire is at the cost of us being treated with any respect. Often, even after husbands reveal a long-term affair or after they come to us and say, “I just don’t love you anymore,” we continue to put up with them while they make no real attempts to change and continue making us miserable.
We tell ourselves,“It’s just a phase … he’ll come back to his senses.” Or we say, “I’m not willing to give up my marriage without a fight;” or “I still love him.”
We continue to let him hurt us, belittle us and invalidate us while he is sleeping with, living with or having an emotional, spiritual or physical affair with someone else. We let them treat us in a way that we would never allow anyone to treat someone we love.
Enough Is Enough
I know someone personally (ahem) who allowed herself to be treated this way for three long, agonizing, torturous years.
As we were trying to fix our marriage, he’d say things like, “We could work this out if you weren’t so unforgiving;” Or “ I said I’m sorry; we can’t have a life if you’re always so angry.” Or, “I still love you, but she’s my soul mate.” And “I deserve to be happy.”
He goes on being a nasty person and we go on being the victim. Jay Carter, in his book, Nasty People, says, “You tend to have no respect for someone who has no self-respect.” There comes a point when our friends finally start saying, “Let him go.” They start losing respect for us as we continue to let someone treat us in such a selfish, abusive way.
Let Him Go
If you’re a Christian woman, we often want to give him every single chance to change. I think God honors our desire to fix our marriage and all of our efforts to do that. But I think we have to realize that God also says that we are His beloved and it is not in His will for us to be treated like garbage.
If your wasband has chosen another path, you cannot change that. You will be blessed for letting him go and finding the new life God has waiting for you.
“If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, shake the dust off your feet as you leave that home or town.” ~ Matthew 10:14 (NIV)